Don't be sorry, I was young and dumb (well, maybe still dumb ). I just didn't play my cards right...so to speak.
Anyhow, about hunting...This past 06' fall/permit season I missed due to no help and anything after that was just to cold for me.
Now, in 04' or 05' I tried a spot out in zone 46 where I knew deer would be. Just didn't realize until I hunted how many folks were in those woods. At that time my help (my father, a non hunter) took me and set me up. I only hunted two Saturdays because of his schedule though. Anyhow, after he set me up I'd tell him the time to meet me back in the woods. In those two days I seen my share of does just no bucks and I wasn't going to shoot something not worth my fathers troubles. Meaning; he never followed a blood trail or field dressed a deer in his life. The truth be known he wouldn't have been able to stomach it.
Make a long story short...just being back out there was a blast. Hearing deer come up from behind me, seeing a deer walk five yards by me and to the bait was fun. I just think the amount of trafic in and out of the woods had the bucks bedded or pushed away.